My near Death moment..and my Ex


It was a crazy wake-up feeling yesterday July 9th. I practically didn't want to get out of bed cause I was so sick with the Flu. I had just flown back from Abuja the night before and it seemed perhaps, the only thing I got back from Abuja was the damn flu! I didn't even buy my favorite snacktime crunch, Kilishi - which I am still mad about by the way.
My head was hurting like hell, my throat was so sore I could barely swallow a thing. Santiago, my good friend was over at my apartment to pick me up for the day. Seeing my condition he asked that I stayed home and rest the day out.
"Hell no!" Trust me to have said that. "I just got back from Abuja," I said to him.."Four days straight, lounging. I have work to do, I have deadlines.." I said in a bid to fight the urge to stay home. Isn't that what I say all the time? 'Noooooo! No rest. I have work to do, work to do..' Oh dear!
One hour passed and it began to feel like I got better with a shower. I was even able to sit up and put some makeup on, cover those unsightly blemishes that appeared even more face-wrenching in my sick condition.
I got dressed and told Santiago I could drive myself to the studio. He didn't think I should, but I did anyways.
You know, I was already halfway across town to Sossick's when I realized this was a wrong decision and I really should have stayed home. But I forged ahead, my pretty little head hammering away with headaches, my temperature rising out of control.

Studio session was great! And it lasted a lifetime. We didn't get the perfect work inspiration until 9pm and it was worth it as always. But then that meant I was going to leave the studio late and drive all the way back home at a crazy hour of the night. At this time, my headaches had doubled up on hammer speed and my eyes were shooting fireworks through my contact lenses. I hadn't had a thing to eat all day except the cereal Santiago had forced down my throat in the morning, and a roll of gala that I couldn't fight off the temptation of eating. I love my gala.
But I didn't care about the headaches or the hunger at this point. 10:45pm.
All that pain was overshadowed by the amazing sound of the new music Sossick had just produced richoretting through the speakers. It wasn't a waste of time afterall! Yaaaayyy!
Time to drive home.

Here's how you know God is keeping you from trouble, on purpose.

I had driven a long-little distance away from the studio when I realized I must have forgotten my ATM card in the studio. 3bank accounts, only one ATM card all in the name of "Eva, thou-shall-not-overspend"- I couldn't imagine the thought of not having any ATM card at all. So I drove back, picked it up and head on again.
Could this have been the 8mins that saved me from something more life threatening?

Over time, I have gotten myself accostomed to driving at night, at the wrong hours, by myself. Did that automatically make me feel safe, or make it feel right? No. Not in this lifetime. So here I was, cursing under my breath through the seemingly unending traffic at 11:15pm along Okota-Cele roads, my head caving in with each bang of pain, my body shivering through several bursts of heat from my blood. I felt super sick! This was Flu + Fever + whatever else made me feel like shit!
I was held up in traffic caused my impatient Lagosians for almost 25mins before I hit the free road. I was like "Whoooop whooop! Can't wait to get home!"

And as I cruised along, my thoughts began to shift from my headaches and the fever to memories of my Ex.
For a while now, 5 days or maybe 6, I have thought about my Ex. Sometimes in passing, other times more intently.
We had had a nasty breakup, lifespan of almost 5months now and I was already over him. Or I tried to make myself believe I was. Truth is, I never really got over him. Never stopped caring, never stopped having flashes.
I have had the better part of 5months to evaluate why things got so bad, what I did wrong, how I could have been better - for myself, for him, for us. And trust me, I have done quite enough of beating myself up about it. I was wrong, in a lot of ways. I accepted that feat. I prayed to God about it. I told myself I had moved on.
Well, maybe I did.
For the most part, I hadn't written him an annonymous letter, or sent a text, or stalked his internet space- Facebook, Twitter.., like I normally would have. So in my mind, Whooop! I was good.
But here I was, driving in the dead of night, thinking about my Ex and smiling to myself as I saw his face like clouds in my head, his smile, his perfect white teeth, his curly hair, his eyes...

Then ----- Screeeeeeeecccccchhhh!!! BAM! BAM!!!!

Flash of light, my voice yelling "Jesus! Oh Jesus!" The car swerving out of my control, my tiny hands holding onto the steering, the handbrake, the gear - all at the same time!

BAM!!

And there I was, my life in front of me in a second. It happened so fast, I literally thought I was going to die. I felt blood rush to my head as I instinctively raced out of the car and into the street, which was filling up with people gathering to see if I was ok.
11:53pm

Fear gripped me. I began to say quick short prayers of thanks to God. Then my emotions crawled through me, shaking me up and breaking me out in tears. The area boys were milling towards me now, trying to offer help of any kind. I heard a woman say "Ha! O ma se oooo". Then the police. These guys always have a way of showing up don't they? Or did God send them?

Everything happens for a reason they say. Was this another ploy from God to stop me from meeting something even more serious than this accident? Or was this what had to happen for me to get the courage to place a call through to my Ex? Cause that's exactly what I did!
The policemen were kind enough to wait with me in the middle of the the street while I waited for the towing van. 20mins out and I was on my way again, continuing this journey home- only this time, sitting in the passenger seat of a rickety towing van with Santiago's wrecked car hunched to its rear.

And while I sat there, I picked up my phone and called my Ex. Amidst tears, tears that formed from not knowing why I was still alive and how so fickle life really was, tears formed from the rush of blood to my face with the shock of the accident, I told him - I Love you.
"I was thinking about you when I crashed", I said through sobs and a running nose. "I love you. I'm so sorry I do.."
"Are you ok? Where are you right now? Are you safe?" - He was asking.
"I'm fine, I'm fine. I'm in the towing van now tryna get home."
"Ikeja?"
"Yes," I said. Then just so I made sure he heard me, I said again - "I Love you"

Did it really have to take me crashing the car and almost dying to tell the man I loved how I felt. To face my fears of a bad breakup and goodbye-forevers. To acknowledge the fact that even if my head said I was over him, my heart still beat a nanosecond faster than normal for him. *sigh*

1:40am
I pulled up to my estate gate in the towing van and there he was, waiting for me! My baby - that's what I would have called him 6months ago. I had to fight the realization that he was currently my Ex. But that didn't matter. He drove the distance to get to me at long minutes after 1am just to make sure I was ok.
He was right here! All I did was place a call to him and he came speeding down to be with me.
I am not at this point trying to say he loves me still, I am not in anyway saying his coming over is a sign of signs.. All I know is he came! Less than 40mins after I placed a call to him, he was right here. That's faster than the Nigeria Fire Service!

Oh dear!
He held me, looked into my eyes.. My knees wobbled under me. My headaches seemed to be far off as they gave way for happy thoughts to sieve through my fuzzy shocked brain. He hugged me. He stayed a little while longer to make sure I was fine and settled in.
I looked down at his feet and the biggest smile that could part the red sea enveloped my lips. He was wearing slip-ons we had bought together, "His and Hers"
I was wearing mine too! In this moment, On this night. What are the odds, that we both would have been wearing our "His and Hers" slip-ons on the same night. I refuse to call that a matter of simple coincidence! Or was I just overwhelmed with emotions that I was connecting the dots with everything? Was I just overjoyed at seeing him again that wearing the same slip-ons we had bought together, which long months ago would have been so regular suddenly felt like snow falling from the skies in Nigeria?
*sigh*
It reminded me of a lot. Times we shared together, times we laughed, times we were happy... And times we were sad.
Then we had to say goodbye..and I broke down in his arms crying..not cause I was sad. But because I held his hand and it was the most perfect thing in the world to be alive.

I'm alive now. Yes, Dear Satan, can you beat that!???
God has got me. My life's purpose isn't accomplished yet. God is still at work with me. He loves me. The car I was driving was a little car, it could have tipped over. I could have flown out of the car through the windshield, big Eva hair first. I could have lost a hand, bumped my head, had a concussion. I could have died. But I am here, to face another day, many more years.

So while I am here still, able to type this.. I would like to say thank you to you for being here as always. Friends, Family, brothers, sisters, colleagues.. Fans. I love you. I couldn't express that enough.
And to my Ex.. Whose face I saw in the last moments of what seemed to be the end of my stay in this Vanity filled world...

"I am sorry, again. For everything. If I could take it back, I would. I would take back every moment I made you sad, every time I disrespected you. I would take back every time I pushed you so hard to the wall that you felt like you couldn't control your anger.
I would take back everytime I bought you a gift to apologise for my wrongs or cover up my neglect.. I'd replace those material things with an unending beautiful love filled with praise and adoration.
We were so good to each other, yet so bad. We lost such a beautiful love and I was too impatient with you.
You were here for me, gave me your time, your love, your attention- placed me high above other women..
I was selfish, sometimes. I let the hurt and the fear of losing you take control of my emotions till I eventually lost you. I made you so mad sometimes, Damn I made you mad! OuucCH.
I didn't have to look death in the face to realise this. I have learned a lot in the past 5-6months of being away from you. I am a better person.. I am better with myself, my works, my art, my music..everything's changed.
We may be apart now, but it doesn't change what we had.
If I could do it all over again, I would- only this time better. Today I have learned not to think and worry about what you did that hurt me, but to acknowledge what I did that coulda made you do what you did.. And how I can be better from there.
You looked so handsome last night. And your smile! Oh your smile could shatter a thousand shield glasses held together. I miss looking at your face. I miss you. If time and chance never bring us together again, I want you to remember "I Loved you once, I Loved you twice, I loved you more than Beans and Rice".
God bless you always!


*PS: as you share this on Twitter/Facebook/Friends/Links/Emails.. Abeg abeg, I take God beg you..nor do make he reach my mama and papa hand. I couldn't bare to tell my folks I had an accident. They'd lock me in their house for the rest of their life! LOL.
Thanks for reading.


Love,
E.

74 comments:

  1. O my God am calling my bf nw, I tank God he saved u for us, n yes I read it all.

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  2. All I keep saying is thank God.

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  3. Wow. That's all wow

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  4. pls... Eva are u serious about this... i was touched..... i wish i had same experience... i love you for acknowledging him and appreciating him... #GODBLESSYOU#

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  5. Glory be to God....this is touching,inspiring,nd love-filled...I feel ur pain...gotha contact my ex

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  6. Wow_ so touching_God will cont 2 protect u...

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  7. Thank God for your life

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  8. oguchi cynthia7/10/2013 12:25 pm

    Oh dear dear dear.....am so sorry bout ur accident...tank God ur safe, it takes a lot of courage 2 make urself realise dat u love someone even wen ur head kips telling u odawise.....all my life I have dated dis one guy n loved dis one guy buh jst a useless maistake of mine took him far n farther away 4rm me.....naw am wishing if an accident like urs can make me call him...I wildnt mind......lol

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  9. *sobbing silently and smiling* very touching. Thank God.

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  10. Wow! Truly nice......made me think of my ex....I still care about him though but mehn!.....moving on plsss......

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  11. So touching,thank God ur alive and i pray u can be happy again with ur love.

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  12. Wooow..... You did the same thing my gf is doing right now. **sigh** I pray it doesn't get to this stage before she realise how much i love her. We broke up but still working together (I manage her studio). lol. She won't come to the studio cause she was avoiding me. She'll only come when their's a shoot. Your story is really romantic!

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  13. Eva,you're inspiring a movement....Calling my Ex,Now!!

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    1. awww...Eva is such an inspiration

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  14. was listening to ur song when I stumbled on this blog n I was like..... wow!! Thank GOD ur alright... LOL.. feel bad for Santiago's car tho'...
    PS: The slip-ons was the sign of signs. U guys should take another shot at it..

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  15. Wish my ex was there for me when I crashed in 2011.. Even though I called the monster before my own dad o(owner'a the car) soon as ah gained conciousness! Well,its her loss anyway! God is surely wiv u Eva..

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  16. Omg im cryin!this is soo touchin!awwwwwwwn

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  17. Awwww..I don't think I've read something so touching in a long time...God is your strength Babe

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  18. Thank God U r fine.....really touching moment.we shld nt always av 2 wait till tnz go bad b4 we take stock of all we do.sometimes,tz always too late.if He z ur happiness,I pray u guys find ur way back 2geda.glad u r fine dearie...much luv

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  19. That was both touching and humorous :D

    So I guess its true that before we die (or come close to death), the faces of our loved ones flashed before our eyes. Reminded me of something i posted on Twitter awhile back from Andy Mineo - "Its funny how death clarifies life, u lose somebody then gain insight" . The most mundane things can seem to have so much meaning when we are in a chokehold tho.

    Im happy we are reading this on your blog typed with your hands rather than seeing the bad news on tv or Linda Ikeji B.

    Relationships end, but friendships should continue. Hopefully we learn from the past to make the future ones better.

    "If you admire somebody you should go ahead and tell em', people never get the flowers while they can still smell them" - Kanye West

    @GabrielShaze

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  20. Awwww.... Jst like a harlequin novel dis time featuring Eva and her un-named ex...

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  21. Sincerely appreciate all of you..your time reading such a long post and sharing your thoughts. Thanks for your prayers and being here to praise God with me. I'm fine tho. No injuries, no bruises. Its really not a pretty sight to be close to death and I pray none of you have to go through that. God bless us oh! Amen

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  22. Wow! This is amazing. You are amazing. Biko tell us when you guys get back together abeg!

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  23. this is just a lovely piece.. I'm happy you safe hun! We all shouldnt get close to death to tell those we care about that we do.. I love you more than rice and dodo.. Burnt dodo :D

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  24. Awww eva hanny!!!!really touching story...God really perfected a thing in your life....I love you!!!

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  25. Thank God for ur life and the experience.....yet ur also good writer

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  27. Eva, you are such a Talent! Never knew you write this good. You should try working on a Novella or something like that. Big ups! As for your Parents setting their sight on your right up; you can only find out when you return home.Hehehehe!

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  28. Eva I bliv music is not ur calling alone plz try writing too dis story is touching romantic teaching too

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  29. Wow!!! Firstly I'll say Tanks to almighty God 4 keeping u still,u shall not die buh live to glorify his Name nd secondly d story is So emotional, can't blive I almost cried. Many more Yearz EVA. @Real_brainyboi

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  30. Congratz.
    In addition, words r nicely articulated.

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  31. Awwwn dis is so touchin and what's is name

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  32. First saw your writeup from a page on facebook,read it over and over again,,,actually had to search for you on twitter,,lol, what more can i say,,had goose bumbs reading it,,was jst soo real and touching,,,i really really pray you both get back together,,altho i think the slip-ons was no coincedence,,

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  36. yuo gurl are a prolific and entertaining writer, I'm so subscribing to your Blogger. you could very well have your own column in one of the national dailies. By the way, if you still feel strongly about your experience, please don't be too proud to let him know. He's probably aching too. I got back to my ex after ten years, and I tell you the loving is better than before.

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  43. My name is Gerrald Brandy from califonia.This site has pave way for me to meet a man that actually helped me get my ex back. I saw different testimonies of different spell casters on this site, and I decide to choose two out of the many of them to see if their spell is real. I am testifying back now that TEBE SPELL is a powerful spell caster, his spell works for me just within 3days. My ex is back and we are living together happily. Thanks to you greattebespelltemple@gmail.com You have really proven to me that these testimonies about you is real.CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: greattebespelltemple@gmail.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS.

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  44. Hello people on this forum or website , am just an over exerting person today for what this great man call DR ABULU of abuluspiritualtemple@yahoo.com has just done in my marital life .and i will like you on this forum to help me in thanking he because for the past two years my husband Micheal has been cheating on me with a Russian lady and this has couse the family a lot of problems and our baby Evonne where the one perpetual taking the pain because at this time my husband don't normally come home to ask after the child or care to provide what the child needed so with all this problems i was not happy in my marriage and i started going for different kind of marriage cancelling and looking for solution every where not until this faithful day when i was browsing on the internet i saw a testimony shared by miss Michell from Australia about this DR ABULU of abuluspiritualtemple@yahoo.com and i as-lo contacted he for help and that was how he gave me some instructions and and i followed what ever he told me and i was surprise when he said to me go my child for all will be fine in 24 hours .and within the 24 hours i actually received a call from my husband who has not called me for some months now asking after the child and i . and that was how was the end of my marriage problems . so this is why i promise to testify to the whole world about this man DR ABULU and if any is also depress with such problems contact he and you will also find success his website, http://abuluspiritualtemple.webs.com
    bye
    NORA

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  45. i thank you dr osarenti as you put smile on my face again. back,because it has been a lonely life for me since 3years ago because of my body no one want to marry me but when i contacted you i became every man desire and my Ex has come back again with many flowers and even begging me to come have a marriage with him..wow these is the happiest time of my life and i thank you papa,but if you also need help, you can contact him via templeofgreatness@gmail.com

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  46. i thank you dr osarenti as you put smile on my face again. back,because it has been a lonely life for me since 3years ago because of my body no one want to marry me but when i contacted you i became every man desire and my Ex has come back again with many flowers and even begging me to come have a marriage with him..wow these is the happiest time of my life and i thank you papa,but if you also need help, you can contact him via templeofgreatness@gmail.com

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  47. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called DR ODUDUWA of(kpotikispelltemple@gmail.com has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost family to me with his great spell, i was married to this man called James we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when i was unable to give he a child for 2 years he left me and told me he can’t continue anymore then i was now looking for ways to get he back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave his contact email kpotikispelltemple@gmail.com) then you wont believe this when i contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost husband back and after a month i miss my month and go for a test and the result stated am pregnant am happy today am a mother of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR ODUDUWA for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through this same kind of problems you can contact he today on his mail (kpotikispelltemple@gmail.com )and he will also help you as well.

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  48. Amazing?? i do not know how to thanks Dr Keke Odin who did a spell that
    make my wife to come back to me.she left me for the past five years,and
    for the past five years i have been in pains,sorrow,bitterness and
    wiping.until i read a magazine about this man called Dr Keke Odin,who
    help people to unite their relationship within two days.i never believe in
    spell or magic,so i decided to give him a try.i contacted him.he told me
    that he shall come back to me according to my believe.he also promise me
    that he shall return to me within two days,i was still doubting,if he can
    really do according to what he says,unfortunately on the third day she called
    me on phone saying that i should forget and forgive her.that she is now
    ready to love and cherish me,on the forth day she bought a car for me to say she
    is very,very ,very,sorry,big thanks to Dr Keke Odin you help me to bring
    back my lovely wife,any body out there,having similar problem like
    this,thinking on what to do,Email him at greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com or call him on +2348104181322,he will
    surely put a smile on your face.not only that he can help .

    1) Have promotion in anything you do
    2 )Earn a good money
    3)Success in business
    4)spiritual problems
    5) win court case
    6)want a divorce
    7)need protection form immortals
    8)want to be rich
    9)want to be in control of you marriage
    10)want to be attracted to people.

    Regards

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  49. this is so sad.... Did he ever say "i love you too" or he just listened up

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  50. GET BACK YOU EX AGAIN FOR FREE !!!

    Hello my name is Ieva Jokitna from Lithuania. There cant be any better than Dr. Epeku. He is the true and only spell caster you can trust. He is not like other spell casters who collects money. His service is free . He brought my ex with 48 Hours with out collecting any money from me. Helped my husband get a new job and now we are in our new apartment. I never believed i could be happy again. Spell casters who request for money are fake and will only scam you. Most of them are from Africa and Asia. Dr. Epeku is based here in Lithuania Europe. Give him a trail and it will convince you. Con tact him directly via email dr_epeku@yahoo.com or mobile +37067207634. NOW I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE COMES FOR FREE !!!

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  51. My name is Sandra james and I base in USA...“My life is back!!! After 14 years of Broken marriage, my husband left me and our two twins . I felt like my life was about to end i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time. Thanks to a spell caster called High Priest Mora which i met online. On one faithful day, as I was browsing through the internet, I was searching for a good spell caster that can solve my problems. I came across allot of testimonies about this particular spell caster. Some people testified that he brought their Ex lover back, some testified that he restores womb,cure cancer,and other sickness, some testified that he can cast a spell to stop divorce and so on. i also come across one particular testimony,it was about a woman called Sonia,she testified about how High Priest Mora brought back her Ex lover in less than 7 days and reverse the effect of their little boys cancer, and at the end of her testimony she dropped High Priest Mora 's e-mail address. After reading all these,I decided to give High Priest Mora a try. I contacted him via email and explained my problem to him. In just 3 days, my husband came back to me. We solved our issues, and we are even happier than before. High Priest Mora is really a gifted man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man... If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve all your problems for you. Try High Priest Mora anytime, he might be the answer to your problems. Here's his contact:{varhalaspellcasttemple@gmail.com}.or by phone :+2348155983287 Thank you High Priest Mora.

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  52. I am happy to know a good spell caster called Dr.Muku, on this email address mukumukushrine@gmail.com I am thanking him for bring back my boyfriend within 3days after 7 months of break up. Am so happy you are there to assist those that have similar problem like break up, bring back ex,pregnancy spell, broken marriage, lost of job, bringing back ex and how to make business move forward. I just have to reserve my comment because more people are to testify of how great you are. thanks to the great spell caster, contact him for any problem, I guarantee your safety with him.

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  53. I am happy to know a good spell caster called Dr.Muku, on this email address mukumukushrine@gmail.com I am thanking him for bring back my boyfriend within 3days after 7 months of break up. Am so happy you are there to assist those that have similar problem like break up, bring back ex,pregnancy spell, broken marriage, lost of job, bringing back ex and how to make business move forward. I just have to reserve my comment because more people are to testify of how great you are. thanks to the great spell caster, contact him for any problem, I guarantee your safety with him.

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  54. I am Mrs DONNA LITTLE from Singapore, i want to share a testimony of my life to every one. i was married to my husband Paul Williams, i loved him so much we have been married for 7 years now with three kids. when he went for a vacation to USA he meant a lady called RINA he told me that he is no longer interested in the marriage any more. i was so confuse and seeking for help, i don't know what to do until I met my friend miss JUAN and told her about my problem. she told me not to worry about it that she had a similar problem before and introduce me to a man called Dr KEKE ODIN who cast a spell on her ex and bring him back to her after 1day. Miss JUAN ask me to contact Dr KEKE. I contacted him to help me bring back my husband and he ask me not to worry about it that the gods of his fore-fathers will fight for me. He told me by two days he will re-unite me and my husband together. After two day my husband called and told me he is coming back to sought out things with me, I was surprise when I saw him and he started crying for forgiveness. Right now I am the happiest woman on earth for what this great spell caster did for me and my husband, you can contact Dr KEKE ODIN on any problem in this world, he is very nice man, here is his contact greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com or call +2348104181322. He is the best spell caster so far i have heard about, once again the email is: greatkekespelltemple@gmail.com 0r call +2348104181322

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  55. I wish to share my testimonies with the general public about what this man called DR ODUDUWA of(kpotikispelltemple@gmail.com has just done for me , this man has just brought back my lost family to me with his great spell, i was married to this man called James we were together for a long time and we loved our self’s but when i was unable to give he a child for 2 years he left me and told me he can’t continue anymore then i was now looking for ways to get he back until a friend of mine told me about this man and gave his contact email kpotikispelltemple@gmail.com) then you wont believe this when i contacted this man on my problems he prepared this spell cast and bring my lost husband back and after a month i miss my month and go for a test and the result stated am pregnant am happy today am a mother of a baby girl, thank you once again the great DR ODUDUWA for what you have done for me, if you are out there passing through this same kind of problems you can contact he today on his mail (kpotikispelltemple@gmail.com )and he will also help you as well.

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  56. My name is Olivia i will like to share to the whole of this mirracle that i receive from Dr osaze,i married james in the year 2007 since marriage we have been searching for fruit of the womb my mother inlaw and father call me all sort of names that am fruitless even the doctors said nothing is wrong with me and my husband, james was always assuring me that one day child we come we go to church priest, and perform all sort of rituals but all to no avail. one day in the year 2009 i came across a testimony on how his husband was brought back by one spell caster i decided to consult this spell caster to see if actually did something wrong with me that the doctors could not see, i contact Dr osaze he told me everything that has happen to me and the reason why i could not get pregnant he told me that am under a spell and the spell needed to be broken he actuall did break the spell and today me and james are happy with two kids as am writing this testimony am an expectant,if you are out there passing through this kind or similar situation i will advice you contact him today on OOsaspiritualtemple001@gmail.com

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  57. THE GREAT DR KULATA brought MY HUSBAND BACK TO ME.
    My name is Mary snoop live in USA. My husband and I have been
    living a very happy and lovely. So over time,
    I started noticing this strange attitude he possessed. Now he had another girlfriend
    called jane, to the extent that HE was not picking my calls, and
    he was not even sleeping in my house anymore because of this new
    friend. I was confused and did not know what to do. So I WAS worried and stranded,
    because I have never experienced anything like this before in my life.
    So I decided to visit an online wizard to see if I can
    help. So I immediately went to the internet, where I saw an amazing
    testimony of a sorcerer who brought ex lover back from someone,
    kulataspelltemple@gmail.com so I email HIM
    immediately and explained my problems and HE immediately reply that IT will
    be very easy for him to solve, HE have been helping people to SOLVE
    situation like the one I have. And also gave me a test to be
    really sure of his work, and he assured me that my husband will come back to me after casting the spell. so i put my trust in him So it was 9:00 am the next morning, when I was about going to work I received a call from my husband, and he said he would come home today, and he apologized to me and also said he is very sorry for the pain that he has cost me. And after a few minutes later, he really came home, and that's how we continue our marriage much love and happiness again, and now our love was stronger than it was before.now that my heart desire has been granted to me
    i want to testify of his good work here on the internet. In
    I am now the happiest woman on earth today as I am
    writing this testimony, and really want to thank "DR KULATA "for bring back my husband, and joy to my life.
    my advice to you that your husband or wife is acting strange or
    behaves in the same way as this, or if you have any
    problem with your relationship or anything related to do with the
    spellcasting is for you to go and visit this
    kulataspelltemple@gmail.com and I assure you it will be helpful to
    you, and I'm 90% sure it will solve out.
    Thanks DR KULATA.

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  58. Dr.Zabaza brought back my lover within 48 hours, And now my lover is back with me treats me with so much lover than ever before. As i am writing this now i am with an engagement ring in my finger right now and our wedding is coming very soon. All these were able to take place because Dr.zabaza whose contact details are zabazalogan@yahoo.com or call him on +2348182620374 came to my rescue, You can also contact him and i promise you that hardship in your relationship will change for good.

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  59. My name is Mr Cardenas,my wife was having affair with a senior secretary in her office. I love this woman so much that i would not want to share her with any body. i told her to retire from the job and i would take care of all her needs but she would take it because she is been embraced by everybody in her office, this normally leads to quarrel every-time. i tried all i can to please her and she will promise to be good , some days later she will turn back to her normal way.
    i was nearly loosing out, i could not focus in my job, my whole life was full of sorrow and i was thinking i should kill the other man my self and put an end to all this until i saw a testimony from a blog on how DR Jarto could cast a love spell to bring lovers back no matter what is behind the disappointment. so i decided to write him via email. Dr.jartospellcaster@gmail.com and now all my wishes are exactly as i wanted. She told me everything that has happened secretly in the past and i forgave her as DR Jato instructed me to and she loves me and care for me as i ever wanted. i know there are many spells that do not work but i want to assure all you out there no matter what you have been trough to have faith and believe that this is the final solution to your problem.
    Even if my job is taking most of my time, the little free time i have , i will share the good news to everyone in the world because i know that with love brings happiness and hope for a long life

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  60. After being in relationship with husband for seven years,he broke up with me, I did everything possible to bring him back but all was in vain, I wanted him back so much because of the love I have for him, I begged him with everything, I made promises but he refused. I explained my problem to someone online and she suggested that I should contact a spell caster that could help me cast a spell to bring him back but I am the type that don't believed in spell, I had no choice than to try it, I saw some good talk about this spell caster called Dr kala and I email him, and he told me there was no problem that everything will be okay before three days, that my ex will return to me before three days, he cast the spell and surprisingly in the second day, it was around 4pm. My ex called me, I was so surprised, I answered the call and all he said was that he was so sorry for everything that happened, that he wanted me to return to him, that he loves me so much. I was so happy and went to him, that was how we started living together happily again. Since then, I have made promise that anybody I know that have a relationship problem, I would be of help to such person by referring him or her to the only real and powerful spell caster who helped me with my own problem. Anybody could need the help of the spell caster, his email: Kalalovespell@gmail.com you can email him if you need his assistance in your relationship or anything.I CAN NEVER STOP TALKING ABOUT YOU SIR HIS EMAIL ADDRESS IS: Kalalovespell@gmail.com CONTACT HIM NOW FOR SOLUTION TO ALL YOUR PROBLEMS

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  62. THIS IS BEAUTY....i'm so sharing this.

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  63. This is a beautiful write-up.
    i'm so sharing this...
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  64. *clears throat* well, i'd start by saying how much i love yu eva.. also, wah caught my eyes was the date 'July 9' being my birthday.. i'm sorry for such unfortunate incident.. i pray Almighty ALLAH keep yu alive..
    Eva, i knw this happened a long time ago buh it seem like yu REALLY loved this nigga and he does love yu back. As for yur break up issue, i really hoped yu both worked it out...cos ion think there's any kinda love like this..well this is me subscribing to yur blogpost now.. Once again, Alhamdulillah for yur life

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  65. awwnn, beautiful read. This got me teary eyed altho im just reading dis now after months. Thank God u're fine. I'm officially ur fan from now on. Iyanu

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  66. This is great. I thank God for your life Eva.

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  67. Aw, Ice Prince right?
    Eva... How can I enroll in your make up school?
    Reply, b!

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  68. BEST AND GENUINE SPELL CASTER ONLINE TO HELP SAVE BROKEN MARRIAGE AND BROKEN RELATIONSHIP
    Am Jerry miler, I live in London, and I’m happily married with a lovely wife and three children. I had a very big problem with my wife few months ago, to the extent that she left the house with our kids to her parents' for almost 5 months. All efforts to bring them back proved abortive. Friends and Family were all in concern and my very close mate gave me an advice concerning a spell caster, and he quote; “There’s someone who can handle your situation, he’s always ready and able to do anything related to spiritual matters, I searched for a spell caster on the internet, his advert was everywhere, i found his number and called him on his mobile number +2347052958531. Although I never believed in spell casting, but he convinced me and I had no choice than to follow his advice, because I never dream of losing my lovely wife and I was desperate. So I did all what he told me to do and i did. He told me that I’ll get my wife back in two days after the spell is completed. I was skeptical. He casted the spell for me and i was so anxious waiting to see or hear from her, until the second day when my wife called and said she was coming HOME…..It was like a joke to me!!! That’s how I got my family back through spiritual means and our relationship is now stronger than ever. One of the price I was asked to pay was to tell it to people around me that problems like this, can always be solved by Dr Ewan. And this is his email too if you wish to contact him and solve your problem too covenantsolutiontemple@gmail.com , my advice to you out there is to visit this great Dr Ewan and tell him your problems. He's capable of handling anything spiritual and spell casting. Thanks a lot for saving my marriage. covenantsolutiontemple@gmail.com. You can also call him or add him up on whatsapp on +2349057353987. Thanks Dr for saving my marriage am very grateful.

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  69. My ex-boyfriend dumped me one week ago after I accused him of seeing someone else and insulting him. I want him back in my life but he refuse to have any contact with me. I was so confuse and don’t know what to do, so I reach to the Internet for help and I saw a testimony of how a spell caster help them to get their ex back so I contact the spell caster and explain my problem to him and he cast a spell for me and assure me of 2 days that my ex will return to me and to my greatest surprise the third day my ex came knocking on my door and beg for forgiveness. I am so happy that my love is back again and not only that, we are about to get married. Once again thank you PRIEST ADE. You are truly talented and gifted. Email: ancientspiritspellcast@yahoo.com or ancientspiritspellcast@gmail.com website https://ancientspiritspell7.wixsite.com/ancientspiritspell . is the only answer. He can be of great help and I will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man

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  70. Till the day i die March 14th is the day that i will never let go. This is the day Akpe a trust worthy spell caster gave me my love back after two month my newly wedded husband left me for another girl . My name is Foudy MacMillan and I am married to Tommy MacMillan . My husband is a caring man at least he use to be until he left me for another,though he’s still the most caring man ever . We have been sweet heart since the second year of senior high school . I have never and will never love any body else . We got married on the first of august 2006 and it was beautiful . That day the smile he wore on his face was the bestever. He was so sweet and seeing him happy made my heart skip . We where happily married with great love until he started working with a bewitched girl at Google Inc . He started coming home late say was having a couple of drinks with work mate . He was at least honest with me,cos I knew who the bi**h was i even made friends with her based on the fact that she was my husband friend . I was too blind to see what a dog she was until it was too late thanks to Akpe that help me . Even before i came to know of Akpe, Other fake spellers has taken my money without results. It all started making sense few hours later I cried my heart out thank to my best friend was always there for me , she gave me strength to keep going on . I needed him back but had no idea here as i was zero and dont know what to do as he was moving on with that witch girl but on my own i have the faith that I wasn’t going to let go of this one . I was fully aware of love spell but base on the fact that the ones i came across could not give me results after spending almost $7900. But again i went further to search for a good and best spell caster I found Online and tried Akpe of Osilma temple and his spell and got my heart desire in just 48 hours which was so unreal but was real. I told him my sad story and all he said on the phone was that my heart desire must be meant though I paid for the cost of materials used for the spell . He said he was going to make him a slave in love with me literally speaking . And he also told me that my husband will come back to me attacking me with a lip lock kiss apologizing on the third of April this year thus there was no need for me to look for him . when he finished preparing the spell with the materials I paid for,after two days he sent through DHL a parcel containing the spell and some enchanting word which he told me how to use . He told me right after i use what he gave me my love will run back to me and on the 10th i received the parcel then i used the content to finish the last stage myself . I concluded it 11:30 at night on the 12st of april 2017 and just as said my husband will return, it happened . It brought me so much joy and happiness . when the bi**h found out she tried to play the victim but it was rather too late cos he was now my thanks to Akpe spell . I Know he is honest and truthful he can help you with anything . Seeking the same? contact Akpe Osilama on / chiefpriestakpeosilamaspellcast@yahoo.com

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